I'm discouraged.
These past few days have not gone well for me. I'm losing everything that was ever solid in my life, and now I'm left living inside a jellyfish. No backbone, no brain, no direction. Just a digestive system and some poisonous tentacles. This isn't what I want. I want to be different. I want to recreate who I am.
I get into moods like this, especially in the winter.
I feel like I'm not good enough, I'm not interesting enough, I don't do enough, I'm not talented enough, I'm not pretty enough.
I want a haircut.
I want new clothes.
I want to be good at what I do.
I want to love someone.
Sad music will get me through my sad days, and I won't be able to fix anything until I am fixed. I will cut my hair tomorrow.
Now Playing: Stay Positive, The Hold Steady
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