the love we believe we deserve.
Johnny told me that. Nobody can ever understand how happy I am to know where he is, and have him back in my life again. It took a total of ten minutes for him to say things that made me feel better about where I am in life, and now I feel that things will be okay sometime.
In other news, I got a new tattoo yesterday.
It's a tree. Its location is my right leg. It's beautiful and I love it.
In other other news, tomorrow is New Years Eve. I will be doing absolutely nothing, because I get the pleasure of waking up at 4 a.m. to serve doughnuts and coffee to all you folks with a hangover. This will be another one of my countless New Years' spent alone. If someone would like to sneak into my house at midnight and kiss me while I sleep, that would be alright.
I am working to accept the love I believe I deserve.
Now Playing: In Rainbows - Radiohead
Showing posts with label Johnny. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Johnny. Show all posts
Thursday, December 30, 2010
We only accept
Monday, December 13, 2010
"I am a collector of stories,"
you told me.
Every single night I told you bits and pieces of mine. We haven't talked in months, and I have no idea where you are.
I decided that this summer I'm going to get on a plane and find you.
I'm going to take myself to your last known location and I will knock on doors until someone tells me where you're at.
Even though I haven't seen you in years, yours is a funeral I'd fly to from anywhere. You said that to me every time we said goodbye, and I promise that I will stay true to that, I know you will too.
This is just a small break in contact. I'll see you soon.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
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