Showing posts with label Johnny. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Johnny. Show all posts

Thursday, December 30, 2010

We only accept

the love we believe we deserve.

Johnny told me that. Nobody can ever understand how happy I am to know where he is, and have him back in my life again. It took a total of ten minutes for him to say things that made me feel better about where I am in life, and now I feel that things will be okay sometime.

In other news, I got a new tattoo yesterday.
It's a tree. Its location is my right leg. It's beautiful and I love it.

In other other news, tomorrow is New Years Eve. I will be doing absolutely nothing, because I get the pleasure of waking up at 4 a.m. to serve doughnuts and coffee to all you folks with a hangover. This will be another one of my countless New Years' spent alone. If someone would like to sneak into my house at midnight and kiss me while I sleep, that would be alright.



I am working to accept the love I believe I deserve.
Now Playing: In Rainbows - Radiohead

Monday, December 13, 2010

"I am a collector of stories,"

you told me.

Every single night I told you bits and pieces of mine. We haven't talked in months, and I have no idea where you are.
I decided that this summer I'm going to get on a plane and find you.
I'm going to take myself to your last known location and I will knock on doors until someone tells me where you're at.
Even though I haven't seen you in years, yours is a funeral I'd fly to from anywhere. You said that to me every time we said goodbye, and I promise that I will stay true to that, I know you will too.
This is just a small break in contact. I'll see you soon.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Johnny

will probably never read this.

I don't know if he's even still alive.