I cannot wrap my mind around everything that has been going on lately. I can't work correctly and I feel like a short circuiting robot.
I want to be angry at the world again. I want to have no discretion over what I dislike, I want to dislike everything. Then I would not have to decide what to like, and what I want. I can't decide these things.
I am sorry to turn this blog into my personal journal and the place where I air out my mind, but that is what it is turning into. Most of anyone who reads this probably can't even understand my scatterbrained words and combinations of sentences, but there are a few people that can. A person that can see into my head without even being in the same room, and knows exactly how I am without even telling him. This is the source of my confusion. I can't be apart, because it is literally impossible. He will always be there, regardless of whether we are near or not. I am slowly learning to accept everything about this person, and it is a strange feeling.
We are seventy five percent water, yet the same water has the capability to kill us all when it pleases. This is what I know, and this is what I am risking.
Do I mix the freshwater into the ocean, or will it even make a difference?
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